As I lay next to my radio,deafening the voices inside my head with my gun in my one hand and my minora in the other,
trying to decide wich one would cause more pain, not to me but to my soul.
As I lift up the gun I could hear the voices inside my head getting louder and louder. I put the gun against my head,
thinking that happiness is just a pull of a triger away. But I dont want to die a painless death.
I need to get the satisfaction of pain.
I put the gun next to me on the floor, moving over to the minora.
As I bring the minora closer to my wrist, I get a feeling of fear, but the feeling of fear cant be compared,
to what I feel inside. As I cut trough my skin layer for layer, the sounds of the radio gets more intense,
as I cut deeper and deeper. I put the minora down on the floor next to me as my blood drips from my fingers slowly.
The blood dripping to the ground can be compared to the negative vibes that is being released from my soul.
As I lay motionless next to the radio with the voices in my head overgrowing my pain, with my gun in my one hand and
the minora in the other, trying to decide wich one would take my physical pain away, not caused by my soul, but my cuts.
As I take the gun putting it in my mouth, the tears stream down my face, causing a flood of emotions. I close my eyes and pull
the triger . . . . . . .BANG !!!
As I lay dead on the floor with a bleeding wrist next to my brains, a feeling of doubt overcomes my soul.
The sounds of the radio grew louder and louder, filling the room with the voice of Marilyn Manson screaming from the radio.
In South Africa today security plays a vital part in any business or private home. This book and the volumes to follow, will guide you step by step through the essential precautionary measures to be taken in protecting your family and valuables. From employing security guards, evacuation of your site and security measures to burglar bars and alarms in your private home.
a Book compiled by me from experience gained after 10 years in the security industry as Industrial relations officer with Nosa qualifications, 1st Aid, fire protection and also S.O.B. grade A.
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