I gaze in to this sinister void, unfilled promises of a nobody nor anything,
I found a entrance way and marvel should I acquire this flight of steps to a exit of unfamiliarity.
I grew emotionally involved to this dark existence of so called independence, but there was a urge within my core
A vagueness of what lies in the wake of this blocked obstruction, could there be any hope!
I gradually approach hesitant of its existence, as it deceit in shadows outside my own sphere,
A orb filled with isolation, rage, egoism and all that’s kept me disappearing for so many years’
I reach out to touch this barrier, when abruptly my hand gets grabbed by a familiarity,
I want this, it feels good it feels like something I’ve been yearning for , but still doesn’t recognize
This glow with all its force burns my soul, it hurts a great deal, my wits deceives me, should I run?
But at the same time it sooths my inner core, I feel relief as if though ….., it’s terrifying, what should I do?
And then she stood before me, her eyes gawk deep into my heart, seeing the truth…, could this be true?
Is this a figment of my mind's eye the one thing I sought for, the part of me that could make me stronger, my better half.
I hardly had a change to figure this out, it was too late, I saw the light and it ripped me outwards…, breaking this wall
And there she be, this seraph that saved me, standing before me with her hand extended out before her
Whispering i love you…….
Written by Stephan Ferreira(Bloedrivier)
(293 Words)
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