Herewith the line is drawn. However uncertain or strange it may sound.
I'm ending what's over and forgetting what's done. I'm placing my feet, both, on the ground.
The clouds are too high and the future uncertain.
My heart still in vain over lost contribution.
It may sound insecure, maybe that's just what it is.
But yesterday was the last time that I fell to my knees.
I've got two little sunshines, I've got people who care,
I've got friends who stand by me, who'll always be there.
Still... Although I'm still carrying him in my heart,
Friends we'll stay, forever, never apart.
But a place there will be between walls of doubt,
for a name such as yours on a pedestal to mount.
You'll mend it, you'll fix it, repair every leak and crack.
And in, who'll know how long from now, Maybe I'll find some courage to love back.
You'll be just perfect in every single way.
You'll help me, soothe me, bring thoughts back that's gone astray.
You'll be there in my mornings, You'll be there in my nights,
You'll put your arms around me, You'll hold me very tight.
And someday, perhaps, when you actually exist,
I'll wrap my arms around you too, and kiss you in the mist.
You'll make me very happy, You'll take away the gloom,
And we'll be together forever, until I wake up...alone...in my room.
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