I'm always lost in my thoughts
Wishing you were here,
No one ever told me
That grief felt so much like fear.
September 20, the phone, the news
How I wish it wasn’t true.
I only remember the nightmare that day,
I went to Mom with no words to say.
Trying to believe what happened was true,
Not wanting to Dad, just wanting you.
Hurt, anger, I can’t get it straight
Your birthday came seven days too late.
How can I get through my inner pain?
Thinking of you, am I going insane?
I just can’t get you out of my mind,
Is this supposed to get easier with time?
Still I try to understand
Why this happened to you Dad.
I love you, I miss you, and I wish you were here,
Living without you was my biggest fear.
How can it be, why is this true?
I know one thing Dad, and it’s that I Miss You!
Date created: 2006-11-30
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