Like a poison,
oozing out of my brain
drips the thoughts;
thoughts of mistakes
made long ago,
haunting me in days past;
haunting me still.
For it is like a poison
spreading through my body:
paralyzing every muscle,
paralyzing every hope.
At times it becomes unbearable,
for I am slowly dying,
yet I still live...
People look at me:
some in admiration –
looking for guidance;
other in disgust –
because I am different;
yet nobody knows my inner desires,
the war raging within...
Nobody knows how frequently I wish
to turn back the hands of time,
to undo my mistakes in years gone by.
In me live duplicity:
a battle between good and evil;
and I;
I am caught in the middle.
Can’t it just stop!?
Can’t the storm go away!?
So that peace can reign,
once again;
even for a short while...
Can’t I just banish my thoughts
to the never-ending abyss!?
So that they won’t haunt me anymore.
Can’t I just live...?
In South Africa today security plays a vital part in any business or private home. This book and the volumes to follow, will guide you step by step through the essential precautionary measures to be taken in protecting your family and valuables. From employing security guards, evacuation of your site and security measures to burglar bars and alarms in your private home.
a Book compiled by me from experience gained after 10 years in the security industry as Industrial relations officer with Nosa qualifications, 1st Aid, fire protection and also S.O.B. grade A.