Countless things are running through my head
Things I did, oh how I now them dread
How would I ever forget them and go on with my life?
As it cuts through my heart, sharp like a knife
Words cannot describe the feelings I have inside
Oh how good I’ve become in making them hide
Sorrow and doubt is a part of my daily walks
Wherever I go, there they are, on me it stalks
Regret washes over me like rain in raging storms
It pours down on me, my heart over it mourns
Absolutely no wholeness, hurtfulness and pure brokenness
That is how I feel, an incredible unknown loneliness
Who can understand what I am going through?
The sadness in my heart, for a long time, that is where it brew
I try to clear the thoughts out of my mind
But away they are not going; they are definitely not being kind
Where to go on this road further I do not know
They say what you reap you will sow, oh how I know, I am feeling so low
At this crossroad, I now have to make my choice
Do I stay here and listen to my own voice?
Or do I decide to turn my life back into drive
To turn to the One who’s calling my name, who has given up his life
He is willing to take away my hurt and pain
For my iniquities his body was slain
The choice is now up to me
Am I going to surrender my all onto the great “I Thee?”
Patiently He awaits on me to make the first step
And once I do, by a graceful and loving Father I will be met
In South Africa today security plays a vital part in any business or private home. This book and the volumes to follow, will guide you step by step through the essential precautionary measures to be taken in protecting your family and valuables. From employing security guards, evacuation of your site and security measures to burglar bars and alarms in your private home.
a Book compiled by me from experience gained after 10 years in the security industry as Industrial relations officer with Nosa qualifications, 1st Aid, fire protection and also S.O.B. grade A.
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