Happiness, so close and yet so far
Deep cuts will leave a really big scar
the pain inside, struggling to keep it in
last night, "Lieflling" for her I sing
Later on I did get cross
I realized, just what I have lost
How I wish we could toss everything aside
because from now, to only her I will abide
I will be faithfull,oh when will I get the chance
I want to make her happy,to see her smile and dance
I want her to feel that she's needed,loved and appreciated
that she's the only one, and to her I will be dedicated.
Oh how I wish my dream would come true
and then again I can say to her, I Love You
I want her so much back in m life
to caress,to love and hopefully make her my wife
Anger resides in my whole body
and I feel like I am a nobody
what to do, what to feel
for this one girl,my heart she steal
No life without her,I cannot imagine
without her my heart will go into spasm
I feel so hurt and angry inside
what happens next is for God to decide
I've prayed and asked,what should I do…
God will lead us and she knows it too
He will guide us and be our inspiration
and will show us again our relation.
How I wish this time will end
that she asks me to only be a friend
can't wait for that day,I'm telling thee
and who knows,maybe someday I'll go down on one knee
But for now difficult it is
for me to see her in her bliss
She looks so happy,so at piece
hiding her true feelings from being unleashed
Uncertianty is tumbling around in my heart
does she still love me or does she rather want to go apart
Her actions reflect as if nothing happened between us
this makes me feel like walking in front of a bus
I miss her and love her more than ever before
and want to show her that,but her decision I cannot ignore
She says she needs time,she said she needs space
but the way she's acting makes me pull a questionable face
She acts as though she's already worked through it all
going out,enjoying herself and having a ball
This hurts me so very much deep down inside
I guess I deserve it because to our relationship I lied
Regret is the most I feel today
Why didn't I leave earlier,why did I stay
Why did I do what I have done
Why did old friends not stop me before it had begun
Most of the things,I cannot remember
forget everything I want now more that ever
There's no excuses for what I have done
I should have phoned her before anything begun
So now I sit here hoping that after she has worked through her pain
that she will soon be mine again
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