Sometimes I still wake myself by screaming your name,
Then I run to go slash my wrists so I can somehow numb this pain.
Because my Love, when you turned around and walked away,
I swear I died that very same day,
I remember slamming to the ground
Just lying there crying, unable to make a sound.
And I have been crying ever since that day,
Wishing you cared enough to wipe my tears away.
For when I close my eyes, I still smell your hair,
To my disappointment when I open them, you aren't there...
And I still feel your soft lips brushing against mine,
I will feel your hands holding me, untill I ceased to know time.
And sometimes when my arms are dripping blood,
I wish to lie there choking in the flood,
For I have tried to kill myself so many times,
That I'm afraid of dying and the punishment for the multiple crimes.
If loving you is such a sin, I should never have possessed this heart,
Because I gave it to you, and every day is ripping me appart.
I hope to someday look into your eyes and see the slightest trace of a love for me,
Because I have accepted this fact that I will be loving you for the infinite time called eternety!
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