Why is this happening again, why is it that you can look into my eyes but see my soul. I hate this feeling of love, I hate it to want to touch you or to want to spend every minute with you. I regret meeting you cause now your smile burns right through me, it makes me crazy. How do I know you are the one I can fall for, the one I can die for. Why can't we just be friends like I wanted to be...but my heart wouldn't let me be me. I want all these feelings to disappear I want them to fade away and become part of the wall, to fall into a dark deep hole! I don't want to feel sick with love of lost because of your past. I don't want to be part of your future or a part of that life. If I ever give into to you, I want to be the one...Yours true!! But if I can't be all you need and want, if you are going to lie and bolt I won't make that step I think about more than I should. I love you, and want you...but I'm not the girl I once was, the girl that falls in and out of love. So I think what I need to do is to realize you don't want me as a lover to!
In South Africa today security plays a vital part in any business or private home. This book and the volumes to follow, will guide you step by step through the essential precautionary measures to be taken in protecting your family and valuables. From employing security guards, evacuation of your site and security measures to burglar bars and alarms in your private home.
a Book compiled by me from experience gained after 10 years in the security industry as Industrial relations officer with Nosa qualifications, 1st Aid, fire protection and also S.O.B. grade A.